Dear Bandru’s Best friend,
The start we had was no where near a good one, I was a bit off that day.
Eh! Let’s be honest, I was horrible that day, I was making fun of Bandru, was not paying much attention to Bandru, my jokes were insensitive and the flaws in my behavior that day were extremely easy to find out and very HIGH in number too.
This is not an attempt to butter you up! I know how much you matter to Bandru and if someone is so special for her, they are special for me too.
Today, I will try to express what I really feel for Bandru, yes I said it! I will TRY.
Bandru is the only human being who has never doubted my abilities, she is the one who has always been on my side, always trusted my instincts.
I often claim that I love her a lot but you know what? There is one more feeling that I have for her which is equally strong, RESPECT.
I have huge amount of respect for her for multiple reasons.
- She has managed to give me enough TIME and UNENDING LOVE in spite of all the problems that came in between.
- Bandru’s simplicity and her honesty has created a strong wall of trust which borne the weight of those few months when we were completely out of touch, this was when we were at very early stages of what we have today. I always knew that one day I will get a text back from her for sure.
Bandru, is a responsible girl. I can trust her with one of my most priciest possessions and she would walk a tight rope while reading two books at the same time without letting my possession out of her sight. (The example is flawed as SHE is the most precious thing I have ever had by my side.)
I was a cellphone geek, I remember spending every rupee of my allowance and my earnings on my cell phones. Guess who taught me the art of being satisfied with what you have? Bandru!
Bandru has always inspired me, motivated me to do, to attempt what I could only dream of doing without her.
Am I any good for her?
I have not been an ideal partner at times but the strong feeling of Love that I have for her is as strong as a I feel for the ones in my family. Heck! She is family.
I have had nightmares, nightmares where Bandru get a small paper cut.
A slightest of scratch to her bothers me, with one sneeze I start telling her names of all drugs that I have learnt that could help her with the cold. Her fever often ends up giving me shivers. In a nutshell, I care for her like crazy!
Since a few days my phone was acting extremely and finally it got water damaged, Bandru wanted to Duo that night, I ran to a store at around 10 in the night and bought a phone out of my savings so that we could talk normally without any interruptions. ( I know She is going to get angry at me after reading this but just because she cares.)
After butchering up our first in person meeting, hope this virtual conversation would put me in a better light.
I generally end my letters with “Lots of Love, Bada Bandar.” Today I will end with
Lots of Love and Apologies,
That crazy guy, your Best Friend is with.